I have decided to make several posts today. And I feel like starting with the topics that are more philosophical and creative. Always when I have not been writing here for a while I tend to write a list with the highlights that are important to write about. So I guess I will dive right into it:
First thing that I want to write about is ”PRISCA THEOLOGIA”. I found a video which is actually divided into 2 parts and is a lecture in a university, I guess. So if you are a person who is constantly trying to understand more about the universe I recommend you to watch these:
And if you have not seen spirit science talking about human history I will put a link right here as well:
I know that these videos are quite long but lets be frank – there is nothing short and fast about our history and how everything sums up, so I expect only the ones who truly seek answers to watch both videos. Expand your horizon. I did and its amazing.
There was a time when I was convinced that Christianity is the answer to everything. You know the holy book is great, if you have read it you cannot deny its value, but there is this sentence in the bible Matthew 7:7“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.” So I kinda of talked to God in my mind as in a prayer and said ” I know that all I have learned about Christianity is great and the idea is also great, but when I watch some videos ( at that time it is was spirit science’s all videos) I just have this feeling that this makes so much sense and so knowing the fact that Hebrew was a complicated language, I always had the feeling that the things we read in the bible are not what there is to see, but that there is a bigger picture that people refuse to see due to holding on too tight to modern Christian dogma. So I said to God ” Sorry that I am researching and reading about the things that make sense to me, but you have said that I can seek and then I will find..” Actually the fact itself that God does not want me to expand my knowledge does not make sense! If so.. then it is not the God that I want to believe in. So I began my journey and I found mind blowing information. I have gathered my hole picture for now form spirit science, Teal Swan and Prisca Theologia. The only thing that I am not sure to agree with is what the man who talked about prisca theologia says: that Jesus was not a real person. I lean more towards what Teal have said, that Jesus was a real person, and he had achieved high level of spirituality including the fact that he was an alchemist and at that time Jesus tried to show every body that ”The God is within you” and as he was talking about it and doing miracles people were not open to the idea enough and so they understood that Jesus must be the God himself. And you know where this has lead to today. People still believe that there is a person that will set them free and so on. But it is not the Jesus himself, it is you who create everything that there is. And in Prisca Theologia videos you can also learn interesting information that there was a deeper meaning behind the stories in Bible. I felt so happy when I actually found facts that support my theory that there should be a bigger picture.
In this part Hugh really well summarizes the answer to the question ”What is God?” in a way that I can totally agree with him and see why he is saying that. Check it out! The world is waking up 🙂 And leave your thoughts and experiences in the comments 🙂
Last few months I have been obsessed with the Bible, science, all kinds of theories about humans and this universe. And I don’t mean like read a little bit of this and that, but really study, talk to people, watch a lot of videos, observe world around me. I accepted the Bible because I found enough proof for myself to know it is true. I accepted Jesus, because I could not deny that he is the most famous person who has ever lived and it is a fact that he did live. I even got baptised. Everything was great.. yet I still had a feeling that I don’t know everything. Well that’s common sense. I still don’t. But I started to seek out for more information. And the Bible says ” Those who seek shall find”. So I continued my search. At the moment I am reading a book called ”Astral Projection – Amazing Journeys Outside Your Body” by Abhishek Agarwal. If you don’t know what astral projection is then you can google it or even find many videos where people talk about their experience. I first came to know about this in ”Spirit Science” channel on youtube more than a year ago but know it seemed even more interesting because I found that the Bible also speaks about a person even without it’s body. Right now I am trying to improve my meditations, relaxations and hopefully to experience astral projection (a.k.a. out of body experience – OOBE). As I have had one or two OOBE’s myself (when you realize in your dream that you are dreaming) I wanted to try this out. This takes a lot of practise and time so I will let you know how it goes. Other than that.. today I accidentally came across a video about ”Theory of Everything” by Tray Smith. A very intelligent guy who has definitely done his research. He talks about the things I have already checked to be true so it was interesting to listen to him as our view on things went hand in hand.
It is more of a film so if you don’t have the time right now, watch it later. I loved his mathematical precision, how he puts the Evolution to bed and other things just became much clearer as I already know most of it (and agreed with it).
Here it is:
The only thing that always stays on my mind when watching people talking about God (or that he can’t exist) is the person his/herself! Those who truly believe are kind, patient and polite, but atheist tend to be impatient, some even aggressive. This is what is important! This is what REALLY makes our world – we! And you can see the two opposites.. God and Satan. That’s it.
Even if a person can’t really see that God exists, this should be enough to just take your time and think about what person you want to be. We all can differ right from wrong (except if your conciousness has been muffled), some just don’t want to admit the fact that they know they’re doing something wrong. We all are. And only IF you can see that, you can seek a solution. 🙂
I think I am ready today for a longer post than lately ;D
You can put this in the background.. 😀
First of all, in my last few posts I have been talking about my depression, my illness and the fact that I don’t want to study.
Well, for more than a month (If I’m correct) I no longer study at Riga’s Technical University. It may sound bad but I have good news – It doesn’t to me! 🙂 I feel much better now that I have time for myself, for my thoughts, my health and also God. It is the hardest decision I have ever made because it is not what everybody would do and also a lot of people may simply not understand this because it seems not mainstream. And it definitely isn’t. But.. It was MY DECISION (I don’t scream it out loud with anger, I say it with rather smile on my face) and that is what I needed – A path of my own. It didn’t seem right.. and it was enough for me to stop and think about this. I prayed God to help me deal with this.. and He did help me. My mother and my whole family, in fact, supported me (which was very important) because it would be very hard to live my life knowing that they are disappointed or somehow unsatisfied. I did it and I don’t regret it. 🙂 I have time to see what is happening around me and I can hear my heart telling me the things I love. It feels like a blurry picture that is being clarified. 🙂
So some of you may ask – what are you doing then? What is your daily routine?
Well, first of all, my aim wasn’t to jump from one stressful routine to another. I just wanted to have a STOP.. to have the chance to look at my life and see where I am going with this and why I am loosing my mind over something. But in the meantime I didn’t want to do absolutely nothing. So I find my own pace of doing things. So now I continue to work as a English home teacher and I have seriously taken on learning Norwegian. And while we’re on the subject.. I had an idea to post grammar and other things I learn here and put it under ”Norvēģu valoda (NORSK)” category but I won’t do it unless there are few people that really want me to do that. So this one is up to you. Leave your opinion in comments or write me personally. 🙂 Okay.. so what do I do other than this? I enjoy the ”little things” in life. I put it in quotation marks because I actually things of them as the the Big and Important things! ^^ Things as helping my parents, seeing my friends, playing with our dog and cat, loving my soon to be husband and praying.. a lot.
Today I had the first experiment with my wedding hairstyle. Agita (our wedding organizer and hopefully Kaspars’s brother’s girlfriend) recommended me Agnese (the hairdresser) and today we met. We bought some daisies (not real of course) and white pearls.. also black metal wire for my hairstyle. So we made curls and then we just tried different things. But I really liked that we put 3 daisies in the back (all hair are basically down) and we made like .. strings with white pearls that came from the daisies as if they were little stars. I won’t have wedding veil so we wanted to make something nice ourselves. I would put some photos but I still have the feeling as if I should wait until the wedding is over ;D Sorry! 🙂 We will meet again on the 25th of April to dye my hair and then on the 28th of April to have the last experiment for hair and also to put the make up on and see how it looks.