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An Old Woman’s Boobs

Life is truly like an old woman’s boobs.

Sometimes they’re in the sky and sometimes they’re lying basically on the ground. Right now my life is all over the place. And I just can’t really understand what the F is going on. I mean.. I was about to kill myself for few months ago and then I hit the rock bottom where I understood that even death wouldn’t be a solution because I knew that I would reincarnate and come to this shitty weird ass reality again.. So why even bother, right? If I have to do this, I could might as well try to do this the first time (even though its probably not my first life, lol.. I kinda know that.. cause I’ve meditated and went to my previous life, but ok.. that is a different story)

No one could tell, right? A happy girl..

No one could tell, right? A happy girl..

That could spare me some time, few lifetimes.. Thats silly, Daiga.. the time does not exist for universe.. even if it would, it definitely does not mean shit to universe, because it cares only about EXPANSION and trying to figure out what it is through weird ass experiences, like human life on Earth. I’m sorry guys.. It seems its so hard to stay on track here.. As I said ” all over the place”.
Aaaaanyway.. So yeah.. Then 4 days after my 22nd birthday on August the 6th, I pay 250 EUR to this Horvatic woman who is one of Teal Swan’s Completion Process practicioneers. I know, you think that it is insane. Well being dead inside is not fun either. Its not like I had any value for anything at that time. And money was no exception. I had to at least try. And I did. It was ground braking!!! I could never EVER imagine that such a simple process can literally change you in an instance. But I did not expect anything less from a process that was put together by Teal herself. After all, she is the wisest person that I have ”seen”. All her teaching have been a big help and a deep understanding about me, my life and others around me, and the source itself (Universe, God.. or u can call it whatever u want). That day I got rid of my self blame for good! This was liberating! And I mean self blame to a degree that I truly believed that I don’t deserve to walk on this Earth. And that is just the tip of the iceberg.
I will forever remember that day! It will soon be 3 months already and I have not had any suicidal thought (like a genuine one) ever since. And it is not like I am trying not to think about it or something.. NO – I truly don’t feel that way about myself and my existence any more. ^^ Since then I have done the Completion Process (CP for short) several times on myself. I could have saved those 250 EUR and learned to do it myself, but I just didn’t want to wait. I think I will go into details about CP some other time.

So now… I have put some IMPORTANT pieces back to my being (oh, you know, nothing special.. JUST FEELING OK WITH BEING ALIVE WITHOUT WAITING FOR THE JUDGEMENT HAMMER TO HIT ME) and I have more energy, I have more positive thoughts and I am just ready to finally move on with my life and take the next step. The problem is – I don’t really know what that is. Also the marriage is a struggle right now, which makes things a bit more complicated. I feel a bit stuck, a little bit afraid and just uncertain about how I should proceed here. I want to take control, but I don’t know where I want to turn the wheel to. I guess I’m waiting for the Universe to show me the way that I absolutely DO NOT want to take, as it always does 🙂 She is thoughtful like that. Only in darkness can you understand what light is. I guess this is the inspirational quote for Universe 😀 I also use it though.

Peace out,
Carrottee Bunnay
xD

Prizier, right?

Prizier, right?

 

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Passat Wind Blew Us A New Car

Shame, shame, shame… 8 months without writing… but its better late than never, right?
I’ll try to sum everything up in few posts but brace yourselves cuz it may come in more than 2 😀

Since I was a little kid I’ve dreamt about having a car. I thought that it would be awesome to have a cute tiny car that I can drive with without having to get a driver’s licence. A car that I could use to go to places and it would go just as fast as a bicycle. Sometimes grandpa would let me into the garage and sit in his red Lada VAZ. And I would close my eyes and imagine that I am driving it from that garage to my parents’ apartment. I would image every bumps and every corner and how I would need to turn the wheel accordingly. I even once tried to build a little car myself (needless to mention that was not a successful attempt). And so it was a very important and sweet dream of mine to have my own car. Since February I and Kaspars were trying to find a good used car. We were going through advertisements basically everyday and there were few cars that were really good but there always was a ”but” or a little ”nah-ah”. It was May already and I we had completely lost hope to find something decent and then we decided to go to Volkswagen salon and take a look at some reasonably priced new cars or used one. I was very interested in VW Jetta because it was almost as awesome as Passat but it was not that expensive but the car would really be just a vehicle then.. no extras.. nothing. Then we saw VW Passat B8 (2016) and of course it is a completely different car. And it had nice extras.

Random photo from internet with the car the we loved

Kaspars loved it, so did I, but.. The price… 30 000 EUR. The guy who was showing us the cars was a friend of Kaspars and he told us a lot of things and also a way how I could get a discount for 5 000 EUR. That made us think. A great bargain right? Hell yeah! We got home and got excited.. so there was no time to waste because the summer was coming and my dream was still burning hot! So then one thing happened after another and 17th of May (Norges nasjonaldag by the way) we drove home with our little cute Passat:

Handsome as fuck

Happy Travelzzz

 

 
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Posted by on August 6, 2016 in Everyday Life, Lifestyle and Choices

 

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The Amazing Liver and Gallbladder Flush

Good morning!

It is the first time in my blog history that I miss a month (several, actually.. 4?) of writing my blog. But I feel like a winner because a lot of things have happened since the last post and just in the direction I would want them to. So I will be coming back and adding one or few more but this one will be about me trying to do an experiment :D:D

So.. If you want to know what it is and how it can help your health, I recommend reading a book ”The Amazing Liver and Gallbladder Flush” by Andreas Moritz. Even if you have not had any liver or gallbladder problems that you know of, the author has explained human digestive system in so much detail that you will be amazed and thinking: ”How could I possibly be reading this only now?” This book helped me to understand how important it is to clean ones colon. Even if you have relatively regular bowel movements, it does not necessarily mean that you have a clean colon. The junk food that we eat, especially meat, take a lot of time to congest and can linger there for too much. This is also the case if you eat lunch and after an hour you are taking a snack and so on through out the day. This means that the digestive system has not finished digesting the lunch but you are already putting something else in and therefore has to abandon the lunch which starts to putrefy and a lot of times if not all leads to bloating and toxins being absorbed back into our blood stream and the liver, which affects the bile production. This lunch may become very dry and stick to the walls of the large intestine. You will get the the same effect if you eat a lot of processed food which usually is low in water and fibre and is harder to break down in the large intestine. Many people with constipation problems now that fruits are the best ting to eat if you want to get a bowel movement. They are high in water and fiber. (By the way, meat does not contain any fiber and our digestive system is really trying very hard to get it out.) Anyway.. this is only one thing that contributes to formation of gallstones. You can read about other factors in his book or in his youtube channel (in the post below).

My experience:

This Monday I began my preparation for the flush by drinking 1 litre of apple juice a day. Half an hour before or 2 and a half hours after eating. I was drinking apple juice 6 days. And I could eat anything except meat, dairy, fried food (I had some fried food though) and there was one condition – the food and the drinks must be warm or at least in room temperature.
On Friday I had a colon cleanse at the nearest colon cleanse practitioner.
On Saturday (yesterday) I drank a litre of apple juice right after waking up. Then I ate lunch ( basmati rice with steamed vegetables) at about 12:00 and after 13:30 PM I was not allowed to eat anything but water.
At 18:00 I made a jar with 720 ml water and 4 tablespoons Epsom salts and divided that in 4 portions and drank the 1st portion.
At 20:00 I drank the 2nd portion.
At 21:30 I did an enema to initiate bowel movement.
At 21:45 I squeezed grapefruit juice out (3/4 glass) and mixed it with extra virgin olive oil (1/2 glass). Shake it for about 20 times.
At 22:00 I was standing next to my bed, drank all the olive oil mixture. And lay down in the bed with head higher than the stomach. I was laying quietly for 20 minutes and then I fell asleep.
At 0:52 I woke up nauseated but went back to sleep.
At 1:58 I woke up again but could not sleep because I felt very nauseated. Went to the toilet, had some bowel movement and then I vomited a lot of the grapefruit juice mixture. Then I felt good ;D And slept the whole night til 6:00.
At 6:00 I drank the 3rd portion of epsom salts.
At 8:00 I drank the last portion of epsom salts.
Now it is 08:56 and I am running to the bathroom every 20 minutes and there are coming out several green gallstones that are mostly formed of old bile and also sand-like powder (from calcified stones) that sinks. I was surprised that I vomited because I did not think that it was the part of the plan because I did everything by the book. Then I looked it up and I actually find explanation in Andreas’s book:

Feeling Sick During the Cleanse

If you have followed all of the directions given in the outlined
procedure properly but feel sick sometime during the actual liver
flush, please don’t feel alarmed that there is something wrong.
Although rare, it sometimes happens that a person may vomit or be
nauseated during the night. This is caused by the gallbladder ejecting
bile and gallstones with such force that it shoots the oil back into the
stomach. When the oil returns to the stomach, you get sick. In such an
instance, you may be able to feel the expulsion of stones. It will not
be a sharp pain, just a mild contraction.
During one of my 12 liver cleanses, I spent a miserable night. But
despite throwing up most of the oil mixture, the cleanse was just as
successful as all the others I had done (the oil had already done its
job, that is, prompting the release of gallstones). If this happens to
you, remember that this is only one night of discomfort. Recovery
from conventional gallbladder surgery involves many more months of
pain and suffering as the scar tissue mends.

So the cleanse was successful because there are stones coming out but I hope that the next time the oil will not come back in my stomach so much that I have to puke it out.
AAAND.. On Tuesday I have another colon cleanse scheduled. It is very crucial to clean out the large intestine after the liver flush, because some stones may stay in the beginning of the large intestine and they are not so easy to get out with enema.

I have to do these cleanses at least 6 times. And I can be sure that my liver and gallbladder is clean only when the last 2 times there is nothing coming out. So I will keep the series going :D:D

Btw.. I found out about this when I watched Teals video about acne. Very good one:

If you want to know more about Andreas’s teaching and this cleanse, check out his channel (but the book is a must though):
https://www.youtube.com/user/enerchiTV

I will add some photos of the stones. (It’s a pity that I decided to collect them in a jar only after my 3rd bowel movement 😀 but I will get my chance next time. I collected some though 🙂 )

Happy Carrot with cleaner liver

AAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDD
Here is one photo of some of the stones. The ones that are brighter are a bit calcified around. But most of them are green and made of old bile 🙂

Gross.. I know! But there is no poop! 😀 Only stones. (Because I had not eaten almost a day at that time)

 
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Posted by on January 31, 2016 in Lifestyle and Choices

 

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Right now

And so here comes the next post 🙂
This is more about me, my life today, my stands, beliefs and challenges.

I have planned to watch the blood moon together with supermoon ( http://earthsky.org/?p=51212 ) which is in the night of 27th to 28th of September.  In Latvia it is 05:47 MAX. You can check time for your region and if it is possible to see it on the internet.

I turned 21 on the 2nd of August. It is a little bit strange to get older. 🙂 And I finally decided to get a tattoo. So 6th August I got this:
Flower of life inside the 2nd chakra
It is the flower of life inside of the 2nd chakra. 🙂 It cost me 160 EUR but I am very happy about it and perhaps I will make another one in soon future 🙂

So.. I am still trying to be vegan. I am fully vegetarian but I still have problems with finding the food without dairy.  So to put in numbers : 100 % vegetarian and 70 % vegan. But I am feeling great and I am planning to go full vegan until my 22nd birthday which is kind a special age for me. We visited ”Fat pumpkin” and it was soooo delicious.
AAAANDDD one day I and my colleague.. we made this:

Vegetable soup with garlic bread

And I have one more challenge until my 22nd birthday which is to live each day asking this one simple question ” What would a person who loves themselves do?”
So basically I am learning to love myself. I hope that this will also help my marriage because last few months have been quite hard for us.
I am reading Teal Swan’s book ” Shadows before dawn” and it has been very helpful.. This is actually where I got this idea of using this question from. 🙂

I have also passed B2 exam in Norwegian, so I am quite flink now ;D This means that this month I am getting a salary raise ^^

And last but not least.. Vi er på jakt etter en ny bil  🙂 We are thinking about buying a new car, because it is so much less headache if you don’t have to repair the car that someone else has f***ed up 😀 So you will be hearing about cars in near future, hopefully 🙂

And some photos from Madona:

These sneakers are not mine but they were quite comfortable ;D

This butterfly has died a nature death. It was the first time for me to see a butterfly that has died peacefully.

Nice autumn flowers 🙂

Ok, I have to keep fighting in this life…

 
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Posted by on September 13, 2015 in Everyday Life, Lifestyle and Choices

 

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Vegan or not?

June was quite interesting. We went to a wedding. It was really nice. We had some romantic moments especially in the car.

Then another day we drove to Madona with the same car (Which belongs to my father) and it had again problems with starting up. We ended up pushing the car while we were in the graveyard ;D Actually it was Kaspars and his grandparents who pushed the car, because I was driving. My first problems with a car. 😉

Last Saturday it was a teambuilding event for my departement. We had fun time and especially while climbing the thing which was called ”Vells” (translates to Devil). When I got up approximately 2 meters.. my heart started to race and I was in doubt and wasn’t sure if I could do climb any further. I just took some deep breaths and ended up climbing to the top. My colleague helped me a lot by shouting ”Daiga, you can do it!”.

And last but not least... Another attempt of mine to go vegan. Since June 16th I haven’t eaten any meat and I don’t know why but it has been very easy. So I have a feeling that I won’t bounce back to eating it again. But we’ll see of course. And there are other animal products. I haven’t bought milk in few months now although it was my favourite drink together with dinner. The three products that I find most difficult to cut out are sour cream, cheese and eggs. For me meat is the one product that I don’t want to go back because it makes me feel sad to eat a dead animal. The rest of animal products I just want to minimize as much as possible because they don’t have so many benefits. As I also don’t like these labels ”vegan” or ”vegetarian” or ”meat eater” I just call myself a person that avoids eating animal products.
Why am I doing this? I have to be honest here: It wasn’t the fact that someone is dying that struck me the most or made me think about what I am eating. Because I know that animals also have a soul and they still live on and we can see other animals eating each other in nature. So for me firstly it was Teal Swan who talked about so called ”spiritual diet”. Because I was and still am very interested in achieving OBE on regular basis and I wanted to make my body more alkaline so that it is more likely to happen.  And I just understood how healthy it is to cut out animal products and how it could change my health for good. Later on it was Freelee the Banana girl who can be quite harsh sometimes but I guess that that is what I like about her. She is direct and honest. I felt inspired looking at her body and knowing that she is doing all the right things regarding the diet and seeing her blending some fruits and repeating ” you can eat as much as you can! No calories restriction!” just made sense to me because I did not want to do that. She made me buy a blender, finally. Thank god! Now I can have my smoothies! So now when I think about meat and other animal products I also have this good feeling that no one has to get hurt because of me and this is a big bonus. So I see this as a win – win situation. I get my beauty, strength and health and animals get to live on. And I am not there yet to make other people think about going vegan as Freelee is doing this. I am happy that someone is doing this ;D But when it comes to me I just want to make myself feel good and when another person is ready to listen about this lifestyle I will be more that glad to share ideas. P.s. you can find both Teal Swan and Freelee on youtube.  Oh and one more thing – after not eating meat and minimal amount of animal products just for 5 days I felt my skin go soooo soft. I didn’t know that my skin can be so soft! I am amazed! My acne is getting better and my intestines are feeling a lot better.
I have been trying go vegan for a long time and I also had a lot of doubts about protein which we can get from meat and dairy.. and it turn out that there are a lot of plants that can give you full protein. One of my favourite ones are buckwheat and amaranth. 🙂

And now photos and videos!:

My breakfast today 🙂

Yesterday: +31 C

My colleague tries to make me smile.

Teambuilding dinner – burgers! For me – peasburger ;D

I MADE IT TO THE TOP!

To make my workplace look more nice 🙂

Kaspars took a photo because he thought I look sexy

New bikini

Sandcastle

Sandcastle 2

Daiga happy on the beach

Fint, ikke sant?

The next day after our friend’s wedding

Rundales castle

Typical Latvia’s view

Hailey is pooping ;DDD

 

Happy carrot was very very sad  but now she is trying to get back on her feet!

 

 

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Question Everything… right?

So today I would like to share with some good videos.
For nearly a year I have been listening to different spiritual teachers (not so much the religious teachers) and recently I have really started to think about changing the diet which would mean to exclude all animal products. So basically veganism. To make such a decision I really needed more to know about this. Because in our culture there are so many lies that have been told so many times that people do not even question it any more. I also intend to have family in near future so I also have to think about the diet that would benefit the baby. And then there are sentences that come to my mind: ”Milk gives you calcium”  OK. But can’t you get it from somewhere else? Sure you can. ”Meat gives you protein.” OK. But can’t you get it from somewhere else? Sure you can.  And so this continues.. not to mention the fact that you are also consuming unnecessary contents. I had a lot of questions but very few answers. So here was a great video that explained more about the nutrition:

And you know it also seems fair that you don’t eat your pet as well as other animals. Because… where is the difference? Culture? But that is not enough. I am not getting crazy about this…. eating animal products…it just do not make sense any more not only from a moral perspective but also when it comes to nutrition. And the best way to make sure about something is try it yourself right? So far it seems a healthy path to take.. just have to get familiar with all that and find new recipes. So I will let you know more about this when I will have mapped everything out because I eat A LOT of dairy 😀 So I actually have to change a lot of products that I buy.

Another thing that I would like to talk about is vaccines. I have not been curious about them the same way I have not been questioning the food industry… as I said ” A lie that has been told so many times that it becomes the truth”. The ultimate question is  if there is no proof that the vaccines actually prevent from getting a virus.. then WHY THE F*** ARE EXPERIMENTING LIKE THAT? Wouldn’t it make more sense to know what we are doing here? This video is quite long so I guess only really interested people will watch the whole thing.

I am really concerned about the way we do things on earth. Everything is so destructive..  I would like to see a information age that tells the truth! I would live in a world where people can eat what they want and they know why. And when it comes to vaccines.. the fact that you are mandatory to put chemicals in your baby and yourself is just absurd. Freedom? That is an illusion. People should be allowed to make their decision about anything when it comes to their own body and life.

I am just trying to comprehend the world that I am living in and the best way to live for myself. Question everything, please! Question also me and this post. Find your own truth and your own path! 🙂

 

 
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Posted by on December 12, 2014 in Lifestyle and Choices

 

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The celebration of the 100th post and a new start for Happy Carrot!!!

And so my dear fellas,
I am extremely happy to announce that this isn’t just any 100th post.. I was saving something really good for this…

I GOT THE JOB AT DNB AS A TRANSACTION PROCESSING SPECIALIST!

It took me more than a month but it was totally worth it!!!! So starting from the 5th January, 2015 I will begin my Norwegian courses and the job training as well :))))))  I am extremely excited!!! n______________________________n

And so I guess it is also an appropriate time to mention that on the 24th of November I had my last working day as a dealer (although I didn’t know anything about the new job, I was fed up with not loving what I do 🙂

The building where I will work is very modern and I loved every minute when I walked in there for the last interview. Now I will have a dream come-true  – I’ve always loved paperwork and a light office with big windows! (Especially when you compare casino with no windows at all!!!!! ) I am sure that this is only the beginning ^^

SUCH A HAPPY CARROT!!!

 
 

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