If you read books.. that the only really important book you should be reading right now is ”Astral Projection: Amazing Journeys Outside your body” by Abhishek Agarwal. It think I might mentioned it in some post before, but I read it all.. Now I am continuing with ”Far Journeys” by Robert A. Monroe.
You may ask why? Well.. here is why:
As I have said in the past – I want to explore Astral World and really make sure if this is true that we have our second body (Astral Body, Light Body.. whatever you want to call it ) that continues after death and can not be harmed. So I started with reading about it. The basic stuff. And I started to try getting out of the body few months back. Simply when I had the time for it. When its quiet. When I have slept well. And during the day, because I felt more safe that way. Why should I feel scared? Well, dear readers, as you know we fear all that is unknown. And that truly was the case in the first months.. but last few attempts were quite calm ones because I knew more.
And now lets cut to the chase – I had a progress today. Actually the one and only progress since I started.. because previous ones were just some small observations.
Before I went to sleep I made some affirmations in voice to myself. I can do this. I have a second body. I want to explore. I will have and OOBE today.
And I guess it played its part. Finally I understand what ”vibrations” mean. You can feel that vibration/buzzing sound and you feel it through your body. I heard some voices talking although it was just me and my husband in the room. I think I might met my guide – it was this presence .. a happy one. Especially when I was having vibrations and light feeling in my body. AND… I really now know what catalepsy means! I saw the room with astral eyes and I really could not move. Then I took some deep breaths and then I saw everything from my body eyes and I could move my fingers, then arms and then I got up… and tried to grasp of all the things that happened.
And this is only the beginning! I want more! I want answers! I want to really meet my guide and finally know why did I come back to live on the earth. What is my goal here?
Anyway.. people… you should really consider that all this might be true. Since all this… I can not look at this life as before. I know that this all is just an illusion! And it makes me smile, because I know that there is something more than this struggle for happiness. I feel more calm inside and all the materialistic things don’t matter that much any more because I know that there are some real values you should be chasing. That is why I followed my heart and left school and now I am trying to find the way that is still yet to be discovered by me.