Thursday was colorful as in light ad dark tones! Late in that evening I was going to Agrita to stay over in order to be ready for the next day – driving to another city early in the morning to work there. I was welcomed with Greenfield tea, some sandwiches and even dumplings. Agrita used our free time to draw face-art on my cheeks and forehead because she needed to practice them. Later on I went to bed to have some rest. Rest… well.. not really… Even though I thought that I’d have sweet dreams, I woke up after half an hour – my heart was racing and I started to shiver. My legs, arms, chest – whole body was shivering. I didn’t even realize what was happening but I automatically pressed button ”3” on my phone and Kaspars answered in a little bit sleepy voice. I was telling him all the things that are happening to me as if he was a doctor.. I told him that I don’t know what to do. I was breathing deeply and I tried to calm those damn nerves down, but I wasn’t in any luck so I started to panic: ”I am a guest in here.. and again there is me with my shit . I don’t know whether to wake Agrita up or not”. After the conversation with Kaspars I decided to go to her and ask for help. She gave me sleeping drugs or something like that and I without much of a consideration drank it. We went to my room, she opened window and suggested to leave the light on. I got in the bed and after few minutes the shivers was gone JUST LIKE THAT (snap). I visited my doctor using the button ”3” but my eyelids became adhesive so I told him that I should go to sleep. Thank God I slept well without ever getting up, not even once and in the morning it felt like nothing had happened.
Together with Agrita and Elgars, Nils Monta and Dace I drove to Strenči where I was a pink Dragon Lady and I had an opportunity to sweat for 2 hours ( I liked that very much ) 🙂
Now I am home again, I arranged English private lesson in Monday because I am mentally exhausted right now. Those shivers worry me because I still don’t know why I have them and how to treat them. Sometimes I don’t feel like I in my own body. I was healthy and now it just seems .. further I go, worse I feel. FUN! (yeah right)
Kaspars recommeced me yoga and meditation. Thats something to think about! That could actually help!